'Outcast (Don't Be Sad, You Do It To Yourself)' - 3|7|20

feeling like an outcast
always by myself
eating away at the mind
while gathering dust on the shelf

they went to PF chang’s
on a double date
i’m high and alone
choking on the space

like an outcast
who no one needs

a preordained outcome
i hope wont come to pass
anxiety prevailing
can this night please go fast

will they be close?
i wish i could see
with every love i meet
comes anxiety

like an outcast
who no one needs

3/7/20